And she bowed her head down as if to pray. Soon appeared her pencil and writing pad. The lead angrily swept across the page as tears rolled down her face as she thought of the past, those lost, and obstacles conquered. She scribbled relentlessly until her fingers ached, her hand fell limp and her burdens had been emptied onto the many pages now covered in lead stains. She writes again.....

December 13, 2011

Can't Breathe

I don’t want to argue and I don’t want to fight.

I just want to wake up from this nightmare and have everything be alright.

When we argue my heart aches and I can’t breathe.

So please no more fighting. I just want you next to me.

I don’t need space and I don’t need time.

I just want you here in my life.

When I think of the future I think of you.

I can’t see myself living without you.

As I write this poem I fight back the tears.

You can call me crazy, but losing you is one of my biggest fears.

I knew from the start that you were different and I would end up falling for you.

I just didn’t expect to fall this hard or this soon.

I’ve been on an emotional roller coaster,

And I’m trying not to let my feelings overwhelm and take over.

Because my heart aches and I can’t breathe.

So please no more fighting. Baby come back to me.

Come back….. Baby help me breathe.

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